Hmm. Yeah, "impassionate" was the wrong word. I mean, like, I've struck with the clear intent to kill, out of rage or in defense. But then murder was what was in my heart, right? When you kill, it's not cuz you desire it really, but cuz it's a necessary means to an end, right? So, you heart is, well, set on something else.
I killed for food, like, rabbit, and fish, and so on. I intendet for death then of course, but not as a means to itself. But then, the rabbits and fish didn't have names, and I hadn't known them before or anything. So, I was curious what it is like for you.
Being a doc. Strange thought. What was it that made you chose that? The closest I know is taking care of the bairn and, like, being a friend, and sometimes having to make choices for those I love, you know, even if they don't like them or even if they are tough choices. But that's more, like, moral choices I suppose. Medicine is science - or so I think - so you have, like, real guidlines. Knowledge, not best guesses. Facts, not intuition. Like, Data, not Lore, lol...

(And sorry if my questions hurt you.)